I have been thinking, I dont remember what I have been thinking but everytime I have been thinking I say to myself "I'm so going to post this on my blogg" then when I finally get to it I forgot it... I think brilliance is not ment to be heard.

Maybe I should explain my word dejour, well the last word was more like "word of the month and a half" Gymnoi, I think it was, meens naked. And this word "oodles" is an adverb that bears the meening "alot", lets use it in a sentence shall we?: "Do you know how many zeros there are in a billion?... OODLES!"

Lets see, havent been murdered yet :P I had this nightmare just before my parents left the country for 16 days, few days left, still breathing :D It was a pretty creepy nightmare though, I had it twice during the night and it was really realistic since it happened in my room when the lights were out (like they are when I sleep) and me just woken up. it was a guy or some humanoid beeing in my room and the seckond time he was looking through stuf on my desk just rummaging, the first drema was him standing above my bed, just calmly but kindof angrily watching me and just saying "Ég ætla að drepa þig" (or "I am going to kill you")... creeeeeeeepy. And to make things worse, when I woke up the following morning my bedroom door was unlocked, I always lock it when I go to sleep but I woke up in the middle of the night to let the cat out of my room, must've forgot to lock it again meening that someone might have gotten inside and done what the guy did in my dream *shrug*. I am and have always been positive that something lives in my attic, what it is I have no idea, be it a spirit, a rat or a murderous underwear sniffer it does give me the heeby jeebies...

Im in love, I think this comes as a surprise to everybody, even my good close friends, I'm even surprised when I say it... everytime I say it. I never thought that I would allow myself to get stuck on something so impossible like this... But when I think about boys in general my mind drifts to him, when I think about meeting somebody to have sex my mind isn´t interested nor is my heart... Its like they want to be his alone and I do want to so much, I'm just so afraid that I will bind myself and then before I know it crave to get out, I dont want to burn myself (and others) like that again. Seems like only one other person has somekind of power over me is the formerly mentioned Birtingur... that asshole...

Maybe I shoyld call it a night now, I need to clean house before meeting friends for a whatever, why am I so busy all the time... +_+ *dies*


~Peace in the mouth of madness...